Sometimes I wish I could disappear.
Monday, October 23, 2006


fuck.

seriously fucked up.
tomorrow's hari raya.
and my parents are not in good terms now.
and i dont even have any hari raya stuff all that.
like wtf.
i so dont wanna celebrate this year lar.


i'm scared alright.
i really am.
what if he's back with her?
will i be running away again?
will i not speak to him for another 3 months?
will i not trust guys again?
will i be even quiet-er?
will i keep it all in?

i dont want it to repeat itself.
not now, not ever.


thanks.
seriously.
the more you guys try to persuade me,
the more i wanna know about my own religion.
and the closer i am to it.
so it's more like you're helping me to get closer to my religion then yours.
if you dunno anything about it.
BLOODY HELL DONT INSULT IT.
fuckers.
it's not as if you're any good either.
dont act holy all lar.
when your attitude is like SHIT.
no.
worse than that.
probably you've never been taught of RESPECT.
i know stuff about your religion MORE than you know about mine.
i dont even think you know mine lar.
trust me.
you dont even know the surface.
and i dont expect you to anyway.
i have a bible at home also lar.
i read it.
so dont preach.
hah.
it's all about respect.
seriously,
yall are just contradicting what you preach.


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