Thursday, August 31, 2006
you know what?
fuck you.
hah.
and i'm serious this time.
bad day today.
damn bad day.
came to skool late.
only had 5 mins of reading time instead of 10.
and the paper wasnt what i expected.
was trembling for at least 20 mins lar.
dunno why oso.
sheesh.
i think the most i'll get is C+. i want at least a B!!
ahh. screw lsm.
after that paper went town wif cat, juan, jo, nad, nat and farah.
we competed who reach town 1st.
cat, juan and me took the bus and the rest took train.
HAH! we won!!
lame.
den went ramen-ten.
not that worth it.
shld have just went to fish and co.
oh.
fried mars bars' not bad.
after that me and cat went to watch LOVE WRECK.
a bit diao lar tt show.
JAMES BENNETT IS CUTE!
hahs.
and i just realised smth.
i dont like love shows.
they make me sad.
make me feel like as though i'm the only loser who can only watch love shows and not be in love all.
you noe wad i mean lar huh.
if u dont den nvm.
heh.
sometimes i wonder if yall are honest to me.
i noe i'm not VERY honest either.
you noe,
it feels as though i'm just trying too hard to hang on to this friendship.
cos sometimes i dont even noe who yall are anymore.
it's like i'm not as important a friend as your
other friends?
it's like i'm always left out.
meet up nvr call me along and all.
and then yall will give some fucked up excuses like,
oh, i thought you not free.huh, you wanna go meh?you noe,
i once thought that maybe i shall believe in friendships.
but now,
yall just proved me otherwise again.
i've always had problem trusting people.
sure, i can tell the whole world abt some things.
but that doesnt mean i trust you.
it's like i just got healed and now i'm back to square one.
i just dunno who are real and who are not.
the world is just superficial lar huh.
ah.
screw all of you lar.
i shall find a job, make myself scarce, occupy myself with work and make
NEW friends.
since that's the way you want it to be.
HAH.
dont be a fucker and ask who i'm talking about and all.
if you're guilty then i'm talking about you lor.
stories of my life. 10:26 PM;
