Monday, August 28, 2006
fuck fuck fuck fuck.
just feeling fucked up right now.
but i just dunno why.
izzit cos i really have problems or just for the sake of having them?
other ppl have relationship problems.
i dont.
why?
cos i'm never attached.
why?
cos who in the right mind will like me?
now,
i dont even noe if i like him.
so what if i do?
itz not as if he'll like me back.
so what if he does?
itz not as if i wanna be attached.
not now. maybe not ever.
i'm not sure.
it just feels weird after not
an lian-ing ppl for more then 2 months.
itz like i dunno if i really do, or just another infatuation.
i dunno if that feeling is liking or otherwise.
it just feels strange all of a sudden.
maybe the feeling is just there cos i want it to be?
maybe i like him just for the sake of liking someone.
wait.
i dont even noe if i like him.
maybe i dont lar.
i'm not fit to anyway.
hahs.
den wad?
family problems?
hrm.
not much lately.
frenz?
ok lar.
not been talking to ppl these days.
haiz.
someone slap the shit out of me.
i just dunno what's wrong with me.
oh yar.
MEIPING!
my classmates all suan me lar.
sian...........
ppl like GUO RONG. wah. talk to him can die.
and shu juan, shirleen, shern whey, inderpal, joses and maybe some others.
WAH!
i cant believe i cant suan them back sia.
this is bad.
we need to hang out more sia.
exchange tips!
LOL.
ok lame.
but i really miss the times we spent suaning ppl in sac.
they couldnt beat us.
hehs.
stories of my life. 7:36 PM;
