Friday, July 28, 2006
regarding the previous entry..
i think i'm in the wrong lar.
i shouldnt have called her bitch or what-not.
i'm sorry.
not everyone can take vulgarities.
i should have thought twice before spurting all the vulgarities.
you know.
someone in my life ever said..
in life...no matter how right you think you are, you will always be in the wrong to some ppl.so even if you didnt do anything wrong, just say sorry.just be humble, not egoistic.i guess he's right.
being egoistic just wont bring you anywhere.
it will just make ppl despise you more.
to me,
being emotional is just a sign of weakness.
i know i'm weak.
i'm insecure.
i'm scared.
i'm weird.
i'm everything i was not.
sometimes i just wanna be so cold that you cant see how i feel.
i was. at a point of time in my life.
ok. i'm talking nonsense lar.
i'm sorry if i gave you attitude.i'm sorry if i "act" more.i'm just emotionally unstable at the moment.i need to get myself together soon.but please.dont ignore and avoid me.talking to you just makes me feel better.why cant you just treat me like how you used to?perhaps.
stories of my life. 11:52 PM;
