Friday, July 21, 2006
you know what.
i'm damn fucked up lar sia.
there's pom meeting tmr..
and i blardy hell dunno abt it.
like wtf.
jo could actually ask " ur grp's pom finish alr? "
like HELLO?! i'm in ur grp!
more then twice alr ok..
got pom meeting didnt tell me.
i think if catherine didnt say, i will nvr noe there is lar.
on wednesday,
they had another meeting.
AND WHY THE FUCK WASNT I INFORMED?????
FUCK YOU LAR.
dont think i keep quiet i heck care ok.
i know i cant out-talk natasha lar.
she speaks better than me.
I KNOW.
i'm not as good in english as them.
I KNOW.
who am i lar huh.
the project is all like done by natasha.
eh.
it's called GROUP WORK.
i dont see no group work in it lar fuck.
it's like..
ok! i've alr did it!
wah.
AND.
believe it or not, i dunno what the project is abt.
HAH.
so much for group work.
and macroecons..
i dont even noe what i'm supposed to do lar.
they didnt even tell me what we are gonna do.
what?
just cos i dont stick with yall that much, yall cant tell me izzit??
if that's no the case, prove me wrong.
cos that seems to be what yall are potraying.
seriously lar.
since you're the leader, lead properly lar.
tell ALL your group members what you want us to do.
not just SOME of them.
i believe you've heard of smth called MSN and HP.
and dont give me some bullshit like " oh, i taut i told you? "
wtf.
i know i sound damn petty now.
i admit i am.
3 subject groups with the same ppl.
BIG MISTAKE.
why am i SO STUPID??
should have just followed my gut feelings back then.
i cant work with the same group of ppl all the time.
i cant work with ppl who do almost everything by themselves and didnt even really discuss with their members what they wanna do.
it's called group work because we have to work as a team.
not individual lar ass.
this time.. lesson learned.
next sem, i wont work with the ppl i worked with dis sem.
mark my words..
I WONT WORK WITH THEM NEXT SEM.
say whatever you want.
bad mouth me, bitch about me.
i couldnt care less.
it's your mouth but it's my life.
HAH.
and i really cant see how someone can stick to the same people all the time.
dont you feel clingy?
cant you feel it?
goodness.
maybe cos my whole life, ppl i noe mix around with others too.
do you see me sticking with the same ppl everyday now?
hah.
i like living that way.
it's easier to adapt to others that way.
another thing.
those who ask me to convert can go fuck off.
have you ever heard of respecting others?
you have your beliefs, i have mine.
so what if islam seem bad to almost everyone out there?
there are different beliefs in islam.
just like there are chatolics, christians, protestants etc.
they believe in the same main thing, but differ in others.
just like islam, only that they dont have different names for them.
they are simply called islam.
itz just that they have different beliefs in certain things.
but it doesnt mean that every muslim is like that.
it's ok if you dont get what i mean.
i didnt expect you to anyway.
if you cant respect my religion or beliefs.
i dont mind losing you as a friend.
i've lost two already.
i've been in a catholic school for 10 years and most ppl ard me are christians.
if i wanted to convert, i would have done that long ago right?
but i didnt.
cos i know about islam more than you do.
you only see it as terrorism.
did you even check up on it?
do you even KNOW what it's about?
if you dont, JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP.
and please lar.
malay is a RACE.
NOT a religion.
i dunno how to explain.
but if you're smart enough, you'll get what i mean.
HAH.
stories of my life. 11:27 PM;
