Monday, June 26, 2006
it's just a joke lar.
why get so worked up?
at least she didnt "create" another name for her right?
like hello?
i have more nicks than her.
those listed previously are only a few man.
and please.
she only called her siti like for a few days?
i was called rabitoot and what other shit names for more than a year.
they MADE FUN of my name.
siti is PART of her name.
do you know that it's more insulting for one to MAKE FUN of your name than someone calling PARTS of your name?
and i mean really MADE FUN lar.
it's like wth.
i have a name.
call me rabi, rabiah, bibi all that itz ok.
dont add salt and pepper to those nicks.
but what can i do?
i laugh with them at times.
cos sometimes i think itz funny too?
i dont like people calling me rabi.
but i just got used to it.
i cant stop them from calling me that what.
dont tell me you didnt make fun of somebody else's name before.
it's funny to you then it's funny to them too.
i'm not taking sides in this matter.
it's all about who i think is not in the wrong.
i think it's just so petty.
and i know it's a small matter..
but i just cant stand the fact that people out there cant even take all these.
like wtf.
you can make others and others cant make you?
when you make people,
you laugh like nobody's business..
and when they make you,
you'll get all pissed and fucked up?
SHEESH.
i believe what goes around comes around.
when you make fun of somebody else and thinks it's funny,
do you stop and think that they may get hurt too?
i dont think so.
so dont blame others if they do that to you too.
honestly,
i'd rather people insult me than praise me.
because...
if they insult me,
at least i know my flaws and can improve myself.
but when they praise me,
i'll get all arrogant and fucked up.
and i hate that.
make fun of me all you want.
i dont really care that much.
cos i make fun of others too.
so i cant blame them for making fun of me.
if i dont think it's funny then i'll just not laugh lar.
it may or may not mean that i'm angry at them.
being in poly really is an eye-opener for me.
people out there are different.
unlike those i'm used and esp my sweetheart,
some of them cant really take sacarsam, insults and super cold jokes.
i prefer being with people who can take the sacarsam and all.
they dont get hurt and worked up at what's being "shot" at them easily.
they joke along with you and sometimes abt themselves too.
i enjoy mixing with guys more.
why?
because they will shoot back when you shoot them.
it's more fun that way.
and they are more sporting when you make fun of them.
but of course it doesnt apply for all guys.
i know i always say "OK LARRR"
the reason?
sometimes i just cant be bothered to agure cos there's no fun in it.
and if i go over board you'll get all shitty.
meiqi and mich will agree on that.
HAH.
sometimes i wish i was a guy.
stories of my life. 10:58 PM;
