Tuesday, June 13, 2006
i dont even know if he's just messing with me or i'm just thinkin too much.
maybe it just doesnt mean anything huh?
maybe i AM thinkin too much.
gawd.
my parents are...........
ARGH.
i seriously hate HATE being in the middle.
sometimes they can get SO childish.
haiz.
why did they even became parents?
why did they even get married?
none of them can compromise.
GOSH.
you know..
if they get divorced...
i seriously dunno who to follow.
hopefully if they ever wanna divorce...
they'll divorce after i have a stable job.
haha.
that's one of the reasons i will not have kids if i were to get married.
i dont want them to suffer if there's a divorce or smth like that.
it's their parents' fault and they are caught in the middle.
cos i know how it feels when your parents argue and you're in the middle.
i know itz normal for most of yall huh.
but smth happened before which i shant say.
those who knew what happened understand i guess.
yar.
i dont want my kids to feel that way.
and to tell you the truth..
i'm scared.
very scared.
i dont want my family to fall apart.
i cant really point the finger at any of my parents.
cos both are at fault at certain things.
maybe my bro and i are at fault too.
dammit.
stories of my life. 1:27 AM;
