Tuesday, April 18, 2006
ok..
MSN officially hates me.
it just wont sign me in!
RAHH!!
anyway...
was reading people's blog..
and i realised something yet again.. a lot of people are becoming more emo and stuff..just like how i feel sometimes..so i'm not the only one feeling that way.maybe itz just another phase in life where everyone will feel thet way.hah.being at home with my mum for the whole day was HORRIBLE.all she does is sleep lar.like wtf.and i like i got no privacy when she's around.and she nagged at me the WHOLE DAY.noe sometimes i just DONT WANNA TALK when i'm at home..yes i tend to be quiet when i'm at home other than quarrelling wif my family lar.so when she talks nags at me..and i didnt realy ans..and she sae i'm rude.like who's fault is it that we became like this?who wasnt there when i needed her when i YEARS ago?doing her stupid "business" where there wasnt ANY income!ONLY DEBTS!and she is still doin it!havent she heard of 'once bitten twice shy' ?she's too naive lar.there were times when i just wanna tell her straight in her face that she's TOO naive.why cant she just have a stable job or something like evey other people?she LOVES doing business.I GET IT.but where's the profit??she ask me to help her out wif her "business" sometimes.WTF.isnt THAT what she wanna do?since you wanna do it SO much..DO IT YOURSELF DAMMIT.DONT TRY MAKE ME DO IT TOO.cos i have NO interest in it!i'd rather work where i have a stable income not DEBTS.she prefers me to be at home cos she scared that ppl will call her for debts.WHAT'S THIS LAR?i HATE getting involed with this.i was 7 or 8 yrs old.i told her dont do this business thingy.but she wouldnt listen.cos she fuck thinks she is ALWAYS right.and now?GAWD I HATE THIS!and itz not MY fault that we just dont have a good relationship right?cos she ruined it when itz was the best time which was when i was MUCH younger.and now i'm like 16.you cant expect me to just be close to her now.itz not my fault lar.wahhh!!i cant wait for school to start man!OH!!and i finally get it now!!!well..you dont need to noe wad izzit..but yeah..itz all very clear to me now!yay.haha.
stories of my life. 12:57 AM;
