Monday, February 06, 2006
i just envy him.
itz like he can tell everything to them.
he has people he can turn to.
he has frenz who stood by him at his lowest.
sometimes i just wish that it could happen to me.
i am scared.
scared of the things she say.
scared of what's gonna happen to me.
scared of what is goin on right now.
i haven seen him for like 3 days now.
and they are not on good terms.
i'm really scared.
sometimes i just wanna cry to someone abt it.
but who?
they wont understand.
they wont even care.
they will think that i'm just some freak who is trying to get attention.
they will laugh at me.
i am teaching myself to be cold.
and emotionless.
it will hurt less.
save my tears over worthless situations.
i have yet to understand all this.
i am still a child for crying out loud!
do you think itz fair for me to handle all this?
do you even think i'm capable of it?
i'm really SICK and TIRED of this FUCKED UP family.
please..........
i really hate it when you say those things you said.
you really scare me.
stories of my life. 12:05 AM;
