Sometimes I wish I could disappear.

Friday, August 26, 2005

its like wad the fark..

so fucking annoying lar..

seriously i dont give a fuck about wadz gonna happen tothis family anymore..

pls lor..

she like practically evrey week oso go malaysia..

den the house is seriously like a pig sty now..

i mean she said she cant stay at home..

ok.. fine.. i understand..

but that doesnt give her a right to go there almost every week rite?

once a month ok lar..

i dont mind..

but like dis lehx..

wad the lar..

wah lao..

wanna go.. go lar..

but doesnt mean tt she can leave her responsibility rite?

hello?!

its not my job to look after the people in this damn family can?

espcially not my bro and dad..

it is SO not my duty!

please lor..

i taut parents sae our responsibility is to study hard?

NOT TO LOOK AFTER THE FAMILY!!!!!!!

sometimes i wonder why i care so much lar..

so much for family when its like falling apart..

so much for a dad when he... haiz.. dont wanna talk abt it..

so much for a mum when all she does is think about herself..

so much for a brother who does nothing and clueless about what's goin on..

i'm really very tired..

sometimes i just wanna run away..

sometimes i just wanna cry..

i'm just afraid that i will go back to my old way of life..

i think its just not fair..

i seriously wanna give up and end it here..

but i noe that we must enjoy life cos we only live once..

but how??

you call this fun???

i am SO enjoying myself..

i'm tired..

really really sick and tired..

really.........

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